What are words.

2012-01-08T19:35:00.002+08:00

Feeling a mite upset recently.

Work's stressing me out, not mentally prepared to study and relationship issues.

Not exactly a good start to 2012, yeah?

3 days to a whole new year!

2011-12-29T18:00:00.003+08:00

Have a tad bit of time to kill before I meet my couple to sign the 23rd wedding confirmation. :)

Yup! We're now counting down about 3 days before the year 2012, and I'm rather excited for it to start actually!!
The year 2012 brings about new beginnings: I will be studying part-time in SIM's RMIT, we got a new car and also managed to get the ballot numbers for our flat in Punggol in the near future.

It sounds a little terrifying, to actually SEEM like I'll be settling down.

The studying part is natural, I mean, a degree in this current age & time is mandatory isn't it?
It's the car, the 'first' heavy responsibility/ commitment which we have to share together. We got a Fiat Punto, which was actually his friend's car but we will take over. 2 years remaining to pay for the car and 2 years without having to pay any installments thereafter. Sounds like a good deal, until you factor in car insurance, road tax, petrol, parking etc. *phew* These are all heavy expenses, but thank god we are earning enough at this moment.

Then would be the HDB flat, which we should be getting around early 2015 or late 2014. I'M TERRIFIED OF SETTLING DOWN, TO BE HONEST.

Still young, wild and free.

Alright, gonna go grab some fruits before the couple comes! Ciao!

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2011-11-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

GEL NAILS ARE SCARYYYYY

2011-11-06T23:49:00.003+08:00

Yup, that's right.

GEL NAILS ARE FREAKY AS HELL!!

I got my first Gel nail experience in Hong Kong when I went last month.
The three of us (Bf, Pete & myself) were shopping at the Causeway Bay area & we saw many small shops promoting manicures.

I remember thinking: "Since we're already here, let's just go for it!" I've heard all the raves about gel nails so I wanted to try. The price stated on the pamplet shows around HKD 228 = SGD 50. It was still reasonably-priced so I went ahead.

UNTIL THEY ADDED IN ALL THE HIDDEN COSTS.

It makes me really angry that the total cost got up to HKD 588!!!! Imagine how much have they added! That was for nail extensions and for the design I wanted.

I'm not very pleased with items that has hidden costs. Which is one reason why I like my hotel's wedding package because they are all in NETT prices. Not additional 10% service charge & 7% GST, or additional charges per table for weekends / auspicious dates. That's besides the point anyway.

So I did the gel nails and they used a machine to buff away the top layer of my nails. Little did I realised what I was about to do was Hard Gel.

Hard gel nails are different from the normal soft gel which most local nail parlour offers. The former requires buffing with a machine, but advantages include the allowing of refills (?) when your nails grow out.
I MUST ADMIT THE NAILS WERE REALLY HARD. I'm someone that does alot of work, be it using my computer, household chores etc, and the gel nails actually lasted me for ONE MONTH!!!
Until it broke, that is.

& boy, when it breaks, it really frickin' hurt. It kinda drags your actual fingernails down when it chips, & that reminds me of those shows whereby the sick sadists tore off the nails of their prisoners. Nastyyy.

Anyway, when I removed the gel nails @ FEP, they used the darn machine to buff away my remaining gel. Now my nails are so frickishly thin & fragile!!!

So my advice: Stick with the soft gel & don't EVEN consider hard gel!

Alright, finished ranting. Ciaos!

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2011-10-29T12:21:00.003+08:00

2011-10-22T15:01:00.002+08:00

YAY! New layout for my blog. :)

To tell you frankly, I managed to re-do the entire blog design AT WORK.
Yup, I'm in my office on a Saturday, rotting the afternoon away while waiting for my last couple of the day: a couple who wishes to confirm their wedding here.

I must say, it's either the hotel is impressive or that I have good sales techniques. :x Hahaha!
I've been here for around 2 months, and I've already managed to close 8 weddings and 4 solemnisations. And to think, I'm still considered a greenhorn, a newbie.

I'm starting to settle down, trying to mingle with my colleagues but the hotel staff count is simply too huge. I can't possibly remember everyone's names, but I try. :)

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After work yesterday, a number of the Sales team were dragged to have crabs at Long Beach @ ECP as a farewell for our colleagues from China; Rendezvous Shanghai.
I was pretty reluctant, as all the big shots will be there.. But nonetheless, my DOS gave the word and off we went.

The Long Beach outlet was quite pretty, really near the sea and air-conditioned even. The only annoying part was probably that all 15 of us squeezed into one table; though big but not comfy enough for crab-munching.
After the indigestible dinner (what do you expect?), I went to meet Nash who came to ECP to find me. We took a long 30mins stroll by the beach, which was something really rare due to our conflicting schedules that we have no time to do 'romantic' stuffs.
Bought some ice-cream and went to play Pool! I haven't played in a really long time, and thus kept missing the cue. He won 4 out of 5 games. -.-

"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years." - Abraham Lincoln

Next hairstyle!

2011-10-09T20:28:00.001+08:00

Gonna get this hairstyle next month, and after that, it's back to long hair! (:

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Birthday Shoutout to Nrl!

2011-09-29T22:45:00.005+08:00

Here's wishing one of my favourite babygirls a VERY JOLLY 21st BIRTHDAY TODAY!!

I wouldn't know what my life would be if I didnt join my poly class, or if I didn't click together with my current clique. Thankfully, they've stood by me through very tough times (remember last year at Bao's house over my flight stewardess thingy), downing me with alcohol & putting on a blanket when I got drunk.

I will always treasure you girls, & that definitely includes our birthday girl, Nrl, who is one of the wisest in the group! But sometimes she's a tad bimbotic & she always tend to be late & all (with a drama entrance with her shades), but nonetheless, I love the way you are!

Here's to 3 years of friendship & counting!

(P.S: I'm really quite upset that I can't attend her birthday sleepover cos I'm flying to Hong Kong in about 18 hours'. But you can count on me to be there for the 7th!)

Korea was awesummmmmz.

2011-09-25T17:10:00.004+08:00

I'd love to go back again when it's autumn or winter! <3

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2011-09-21T12:37:00.001+08:00

Oops. :x Haven't been updating as much as I wish.

Have been too busy since i came back from Korea.

Next up, Hong Kong next Saturday. :D

Oriental

2011-08-26T17:12:00.004+08:00

Working here has been maddening so far.
Not maddening as in get mad, but in the sense that I'm so busy I can't sit still.

Our hotel is almost 80% completed, remaining parts of the courtyard & driveway have yet to finish renovating but our occupancy rate is around 80%. Rather amazing, considering the noise level and everything, but I still believe people chose us because of the nice decor and luxurious feel. (:

Settling down nicely at work, handling mainly the wedding/solemnization clients and slowly training up on Dinner&dance, seminars etc.

Honey bunny's doing well too! She gets hyper at night and keeps eating non-stop. Super adorable!! & when I cupp her in my hand, she falls asleep almost immediately.
Cartoon's of course jealous at the new addition, but I'll try to make sure he doesn't feel left out. :))

Updated: one stupid client just demanded to see the function rooms at the last min. ARGH!!!!!!!

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Newest Family Member!

2011-08-23T21:46:00.005+08:00

The total:

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Need a new hairstyle

2011-08-20T15:09:00.003+08:00

Back at work on a Saturday. Sighs.

I'm not sure if it's because of my previous job which made it habitual for me to leave on the dot at 6.00pm everyday from Monday to Friday.
Of course I understand that Catering Sales is different. From Monday till today, I've stayed back in the office for 3 out of 5 days, and today's the ONE additional day. So, I should have 3 off days next week. HOPEFULLY.

Basically I'm selling banquet rooms, or rather, Ballrooms. Couples will come to our hotel and I will be giving them a tour of our amenities as well as wedding packages etc.
I've put in heart & soul since the first day, & I really don't appreciate that he said I gave him the feeling that I'm 'bo chup'.

Seriously, dude. No wonder you're single.

Anyway, I'm decked in suits the entire day, meeting clients, couples etc. Need a new wardrobe that has more office tops to match my suits! Speaking of that, I would like to venture out for a new hairstyle too. I like her new hair from Salon Vim's, but the only thing is that it must have cost a bomb.

So exhausted and angsty today. Need a drink man.

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The Perfect Wedding.

2011-08-11T11:43:00.013+08:00

First of all, the engagement ring.
As sang by Marilyn Monroe, 'Diamonds are a girl's best friend'. Yes indeed.
The engagement ring is THE ring which you will find girls flaunting to their friends and relatives.
There is an unspoken rule that the engagement ring should cost about 2-3 times the groom's monthly salary. & of course, prices of the rings depend on the 4Cs: Cut, clarity, colour and carat.
Personally, not to be overly-ambitious, I would say I hope my ring would be between 0.5 carat to 1.

Am quite a fan of the Princess cut.

But you do realise that the engagement ring and way of proposal is entirely up to the groom-to-be to plan. (:

Next up, venue of the solemnization and wedding dinner.
I'm quite an old soul at heart, and I like places with rich history. If I could, I will have my solemnization at Victoria's Concert Hall. Very British-looking building and it's a concert hall, so that perfectly suits my style.

But I realised there's a problem with this, because it clashes with the traditional Chinese way of groom picking up his bride at her place etc. Big question mark here...
Still have lots to learn about how weddings run. (:

As for the wedding dinner venue, I really like Fullerton Hotel. Besides a very regal exterior, the interior ballroom is also breathtakingly beautiful, especially with the staircase.

I've read the blog of LoveBonito's Rachel, and she had her wedding here and I think it's spectacular! Love love love this place!

Then, my dream wedding car to transport us around for the entire day.

A Volkswagen Beetle Cabriolet in Beige. (:
Who knows, in the new future I might even be driving this car!

Then, the wedding dress styles that I like.

I'm really fond of unique backless designs, lace mostly.

Followed by long trains, about 1-2 metres would be the ideal one. Elegant enough but not too dramatic.

Liking jewelled bustiers too, as they emphasize more on the bosoms. The only thing about such gowns is that somehow they make you look older.

Another one of my favourites, a simple sweet gown like you see in 'Bride Wars', a creation like Vera Wang's.

The wedding gown is a very important part of the wedding, so do not rush your selection. Take your time, go around each bridal shop and try on as many gowns as you can. (:

Next up, another of my favourites: flower bouquets.

Red roses are wonderful, because they stand for passion and deep love. I believe in passion for everything we do, so roses would be my top choice.

For my walk-in march into the ballroom, my groom and I will sing to 'From this Moment on' by Shania Twain and Bryan White.

Other songs:
"Tonight I celebrate my love" by Peabo Bryson & Roberta Flack
"Close" by Westlife
"My Valentine" by Martina McBride
"Till the End" by some guy called Chen Da Wei
"When a Man loves a woman" by Michael Bolton
"When a Woman loves a man" by Westlife
"When you tell me that you love me"

"Wonderful tonight" will be played when we have our first dance.

For my wedding, I'd employ a band. Those who play instruments like Flute, Piano and a bass like Euphonium. I'll play 2 songs for my future hubby: one using the piano and the other on my flute.
I'll ask get my close friends who sing well to take the stage and dedicate songs to us. :D

& there you have it! My perfect wedding!

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National Day? No, Daddy's day.

2011-08-10T17:35:00.004+08:00

2 days ago, when everyone was busy hyping about National Day, we decided to have an advance birthday celebration for my dad.

Had dinner at Quan Xiang Yuan Seafood Restaurant, one of the restaurants we've dined at since young. Since we were babies, in fact. :)) It's located along Jalan Besar. Food's really good & price is considerably cheap. We ordered a total of 8 or 9 dishes for only $144.00!

Our first ring: the Confirmation ring.

Dad was understandably jolly that night.
We were saying, all that's lacking now is Mavis' boyfriend. :x Then my parents would have 3 daughters, 3 sons-in-laws.

After dinner, we went for our couple time, & that was when I had my first foot massage! :/ I've never liked people touching my feet cos I'm really ticklish, and I feel that my feet is kinda private? But nonetheless, got psychoed by him and we went.
I could not stop laughing when the guy first massage my feet. Super paiseh, and the patrons were all laughing at me. -.- But after a while, it does get quite comfy. (:

The day could have ended even better if that nasty bitch of an elder sister did not always try to annoy me.
I had asked her to help me & Nash take a photo, & she said 'Eee, you look horrible'. I'm like "why? Something on my face?"... She said I just look ugly & horrible.
SERIOUSLY WTF??!

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Guilt-trippin

2011-08-08T17:14:00.003+08:00

Am feeling so guilty after splashing out on this Celine bag.
Had expected to only get it after I'm back from HongKong, but my boyf noticed I was feeling a tad down when I realised it's out of my budget. So guess what??

HE BOUGHT IT FOR ME......FIRST! Do let me emphasize the FIRST.

He went to the Celine store just nearby where he works, and through some good faith, the salesperson actually brought him to the storeroom to look at the new arrivals!
This Celine bag is not displayed in Takashimaya, because apparently there's a long waiting list for it. *beams* See? I chose a great bag! :))

There was Black, this yellow (Citrine, they call it) and red which was more off towards a maroon.
Black was a tad too harsh for me, considering I'll be wearing suits for my job, so I had to go for colour. I would have loved red if it was a brighter shade, instead of the maroon, which was made dull by the grainy texture.

Thus, the contender was Citrine! :D

Really happy with it, but the only thing was that I'm still taking public transport. Kinda weird you see, so I'm hoping we might get a car soon. But fingers crossed, that the economy doesn't go that bad.

AND ANOTHER THING THAT HAPPENED OVER THE WEEKEND (dare I say it?).
Oh gosh. We bought a wedding band. *gasps*

Not THE wedding band, but it's considered the first ring, the 'confirmation' ring.
He said he will get me three rings: first will be the 'Confirmation ring', followed by the engagement ring then the actual wedding band.

I must admit I really had the jitters when we walked into Citigems to look at rings. I'm not someone who looks at jewellery, and the idea to buy?! WHOA, that was nerve-wrecking.
Nonetheless, we screened through the rings and found one set of wedding band that we both liked. & there you go, we bought it! :x

I don't have it yet because they're making one of my size for me, so we'll be collecting it either tomorrow or Wed. Kind of looking forward to wearing it actually. (:

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Little snippets

2011-08-05T17:11:00.008+08:00

Celine

2011-08-04T17:17:00.002+08:00

I'm sooo gonna get a Celine bag when I'm back from Hong Kong. :x

Have liked this bag since I saw it on magazine covers and the Celine shop @ Takashimaya. Its' box-y style looks business-like, like a powerful woman. :p Perfect for my new job. HAHA.
But oh well, since I blew my budget when I'm gonna travel to Korea next month & hongkong following, I'll prolly only get it when I'm back.

Ciaos! L4D when I'm home! :)))

No L4D.

2011-08-03T16:26:00.002+08:00

It's kinda exciting to think that next Friday will be my last day in this company. I would have been here for exactly five months.

A tumultuous five months, with some downs but mainly ups, I'm now moving on to a different phase. I'm 21 years old, inexperienced in the catering sales-wedding planning industry, but I am so RARING to learn and get started!! (: I guess it helps that I'm the old-fashioned romantic kind of girl, and that's why I believe I will do well in planning weddings.

It's like a promotion, from my current admin job, to being a junior management staff @ Rendevous. I had also never dreamt that they would pay me this amount for someone who's just starting out. I'd have my own personal Blackberry, namecards, office and also meal claims & restaurant privileges. :))

Of course, my dream will always be to fly. To fly as a flight attendant and see the world while I'm still young and healthy. I'd probably try out for the next interview, so keeping my fingers crossed. :x

Feeling lethargic recently. Need more sleep & prolly less L4D.

2011-08-01T23:42:00.003+08:00

"Taurus never forget a favour but they also never forget a betrayal."

Very suitable for this current scenario.

Rendevous

2011-07-18T12:07:00.004+08:00

Lunching in half an hour's time and not knowing what to eat.
This kinda bothers me because I like to plan ahead what I want to eat. Sighs. Golden Shoe? Subway? Burger King? ........food's getting boring at the CBD area.

Anyway, I don't like to be left dangling.
Sure, I make sure I reserve my time for your mom's birthday dinner, but you've got to be more proactive, dude. There's nothing confirmed, nothing booked. Geez.

Because of this, I can't confirm if I can go for Lulu's hotel stayover on Friday night. Staying one night in Movenpick Heritage hotel Sentosa with complimentary breakfast sounds really fun! Gore movie marathon, swimming in the pool etc. Wish I could go, really. So baby, you gotta confirm!!!

On a side note, I'll be switching jobs next month!
My contract at my current company ends mid-August, and I've been offered a position in Hotel Rendevous as their Catering Sales Executive.
For me, it is an extremely challenging job, and I love challenges. :x I'm a fast learner, but at times a tad careless.
So with this job, I'll train myself to be really careful as I'll be handling people's weddings (*gasps!!), meetings and conferences etc. I'm also really happy to hear that Hotel Rendevous is known for its weddings! A true romantic at heart. <3

Till then, tata!

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Work it, moisturizers!

2011-07-04T21:20:00.005+08:00

Putting on a mask to try and rectify my dry skin. :(

I'm not sure what are the causes that made me have peeling skin. It's either:

1) Sleeping with the aircon that I wasn't used to,
2) Changing of foundation,
3) Sunburnt skin from the company outing last Friday,
4) Application of sun block directly on my face or
5) Sea water touching my face whilst kayaking.

Oh, fml.

I tried spamming moisturizer the whole day in the office cos my face was peeling. The feeling REALLY sucks, and I don't dare to face people straight in the face. Sighs.

Anyway, speaking of the company outing!!
We had the Cambridge Associates Singapore office Summer outing last Friday at East coast! I was one of the organisers, and we took quite some time trying to make things right.
After many options (incl. going MBS to attend art exhibitions *gasps*), we decided on water/ beach games.

Mana Mana Beach club located along east coast hosted us, and we were all in groups of 7. Would you believe this is the first time I'm officially playing beach games? HAHAHAHA!
So we first played 'Minefield', which was kinda like 3-blind-mice. My group was the last for Minefield. :x However, we OWNED in the relay kayaking, sandcastle-building and tug-of-war! :)))

That made us the overall winner! (: The prizes were a pair of movie tix for each member. Yeah, i know, the prizes are a lil skimpy, but oh wells! We had a great lunch at MELT @ Mandarin Oriental! (: Food matters more to me!
& did I mention the organizers got an additional pair of tix? So now I have 4 free tickets! HAPPY!

& another thing to be elated about!!
I'VE FINALLY BOOKED MY PACKAGE TO KOREA! (: WHEEEEEEE!

I'll be heading there with my mom & younger sis (who acts like she doesn't care but yet I know she's damn excited!)!

Departure: 3 September 10pm, Asiana Airlines
Arrival in SG: 8 September

It's a short 6D trip, but I can't wait! I'm gonna stock-up on masks, cosmetics, get a coat and a set of Hanbok! (:

Following that, a month later, i'll be travelling to HongKong with ah b! A 5D trip and we're gonna meet up with Pete, and some friends I made from OSEP in France.

Sighs. I'd love to travel as my job.

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2011-07-03T10:12:00.001+08:00

When I want to do something, I'll get it done.
Whether others want to back out or give me crap, I'll go ahead.

Screw them, seriously.

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Contentment

2011-06-27T21:33:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wonder why I have such a bad temper.

Who did I inherit it from? My dad probably, cos he frequently used to scold vulgarities at people since we were young. He also believes in caning rather than just verbal lashings.

It's not that I scold vulgarities or what, but I have a certain flaw of not knowing and appreciating what I have.

Take for example, I flared up yesterday when I realised he bought $90 over dollars of 4D the past month. I'm rather anti-gambling, so that angered me quite a bit. Now that I think back, I was angry all the way from Kallang station to Tampines. :x

Sometimes I'm feeling that we can't communicate well. Is it the age gap? Why are we having different frequency? Is this going to continue till marriage?
If that's the case, I'm quite sure my marriage would fall apart. Sighs.

Girls are a tad petty, I don't deny. & what's worse, is that I have my 'lady's temper', or in chinese, 'xiao jie pi qi'. I should really try to correct that.

Maybe one day he won't stand for it. LOL.

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Congrats, Miss USA!

2011-06-21T12:06:00.003+08:00

Take care

2011-06-18T09:33:00.000+08:00

'Goodbyes make you think of what you had, what you lost, and what you took for granted.'

I know it hurts.

2011-06-17T16:53:00.003+08:00

I know you must have been very tactful when you were blogging the latest entry. Probably for fear of repercussions, or for hurting me more. I don't know which.

I'm not someone who likes blogging about problems, because I know this blog has a certain number of readers and I don't like to bring unnecessary attention.

However, after reading your post, i think it's time i should say something.

I've perhaps told him and not to you directly. I'm not sure if as your boyfriend, is he choosing to support you blindly, not explaining to you the severity of the issue.
Even as one of his bestie, I cannot tolerate the fact how you guys can ignore everyone else and only think about yourselves.
I've always been opened to the idea of asking you guys along whenever I'm out. Sometimes even if it's a date, sometimes when I wanted to meet up & have a little chit-chat. I'd try to be available whenever you guys need me.

When he has an issue with you, I was by his side, wiping his tears.
When you had an issue with him, I'd listen and try to provide some constructive comments to help your relationship.

I'm not denying that you guys have helped me alot this past one year.
You've helped me so much that it's beyond words that I can just simply say. You've been there listening, though not constantly, but still, you guys were there, perhaps hiding in corners which I could not see.

I could not understand nor fathom why was I not informed about the party's timing. Waiting like a fool is one thing (& a small thing), but calling names was pushing limits.
When I said that you guys were too much, you should have explained.
Explain why were you so late. Explain why were you still not there by 6, the time I left. Why you said you were heading out at 2plus but never did.
Explain why he could say 'CB, never wait for us.' I attended the party as one of his close friend and also as a family friend. I bought probably the most expensive gift I've ever bought a 11-year-old.

When I expected answers and explanations, I got nothing. Or rather, I got a blog post saying how 'you've put in so much into this friendship and it feels like biting the hand that feeds you'. You DO NOT know me enough to be saying that. You said that you've put in 100% into this friendship, but so very often, you just ran away.
Yes, because running away is what you liked to do.

I said as a mature adult, you should be responsible for your actions instead of playing the blame-game.

& what did you say?

'I act like the mother of righteous when all I am is a pain in the ass.'

It pains me more, knowing that this form of communication is equivilant to behind-my-back, which I would have much rather preferred you telling me I'm a pain in the ass to my face. I would have liked to talk it out, thrash things out if necessary. But the blog post was too hurtful for me to continue any form of interaction.

You probably did not know, but at Alan's wedding, I was in pain. I've never looked at you in the eye. It feels so uncomfortable, like we were strangers, but yet at the same time, I cannot bring myself to forgive you, especially not forget.

I must also admit I am angry with him because he could have done more to restore our friendship. But he didn't. I should have known. He loves you so much that he would be blind to many things. Even the feelings of someone he should also try to protect.

To you, you feel that you've waited so long so you chose to shut your doors to this friendship. To me, this time is not enough to resolve the hurt. My doors did not even manage to flutter open.

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No 'gahmen' in the office!

2011-06-15T17:42:00.002+08:00

My boss is on MC today, and all the consultants are away in Boston for their training. The office has probably 10 people remaining today, and boy, I'm glad for the peace and quiet which we rarely get.

I'm making plans to finally continue my studies, and right now, it's a 80% towards SIM's Royal Melbourne Institute of Technology's Bachelors in Business Marketing.
I've considered other schools, or other courses even. But I fervently believe due to my outspoken & 'siao-lang' character, I will do well in the marketing industry.

If all goes well, I'd be starting in January 2012, and might be in it for a 2-3 year course. It's gonna be a difficult period, studying part-time and working full-time. Thankfully, I'm glad the people around me are so supportive; my mom, baby, my besties & colleagues. <3

On a side note, the Tampines Build-to-Order project was kinda unsuccessful (thank god)! We applied for the 4-room BTO and there were 604 units. Our ballot queue number is 1118. :x I'm betting we won't get it, since it's such hot property.

My main concern and focus now is on progressing in my career and studies. Others, we can talk about it later.

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"Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. The fearful are caught as often as the bold."

- Helen Keller

2011-06-14T13:03:00.001+08:00

Friendships are important.
But when would you know whether the friendship is worth giving or not?

Dream wedding gown(s)

2011-06-14T09:42:00.000+08:00

Have you guys ever wondered what type of wedding gowns you would love to wear on your most special day? (:

Well, personally I love looking at wedding gowns, not because I want to get married or whatsoever, but the worksmanship behind each and every piece is unique and aimed to bring out the best of the bride.

Here are some of the gowns I like, from 'Sillouette the Atelier'.

I like gowns with HUGEEEEEE trains as it's only once in a lifetime we can wear till so dramatic! So why not? :p

I really like bustier designs too. It makes the bust look good. Especially heart-shaped ones.

Evening gowns in striking colours...

A huge fan of gorgeous backs too! :))

Wheeeee!! Happy day!

26th at Ritz!

2011-06-09T22:03:00.010+08:00

. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAREST!

So as mentioned, I brought him to Ritz 2 days ago for a dinner celebration.
It was Ladies' Night, so there was this promotion for 1-for-1, which is like $80 split 2 ways. (: Well, my date wasn't a lady, so we paid the price for 2.
However, there's some discount for certain cards like UOB/DBS.

The long line of ladies before us:

They even have live classical music playing in the lobby. Lovin' the fresh flower displays too. (:

& yes!! The present is a trip to Hong Kong! For the both of us of course! We're heading there in October, for 5-days, 1 day in Macau.

There's such a wide array of foods available, ranging from breads, cheeses, fruits, dessert, sushi & sashimi (what international buffet is it if they do not have sashimi? ;) , oysters on the half shell, iced prawns, Asian & continental dishes as well.

Unfortuntately the photos are rather blur. It's definitely not from my camera, as it has good resolutions and all. It's probably due to some editing at Photoscape or blogger. :(

The night did not end well too, as we had an arguement over the paying for the meal. In short, I do not like people telling me one thing & doing another.
& if you must know, the meal cost us $128.00, and I didn't pay a cent.

Sighs.

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2011-06-08T22:21:00.001+08:00

You know, sometimes I feel that being single suits me best.

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26th birthday!

2011-06-08T12:31:00.005+08:00

IT'S NASH'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!

8th June, the day he turns 26. (:

Yup, he's 5 years older than me.
Well, to a certain extent, I'm glad my boyf's older. Afterall, I look more mature & think more maturely for my age.

So anyway, I'm bringing him to Ritz for buffet dinner tonight! Was so undecided between a couple of restaurants, like MELT @ Mandarin Oriental which I went with my mom the other time, or Equinox & the third option was of course, Ritz.

I decided on Ritz & made reservations for 2. Then came the day I worked at Hugo Boss & I spoke with his younger brother, who told me Nash hardly celebrates at home.
So I changed my reservations for the Paramount Restaurant by Tung Lok so I could bring along his parents & bro and still be within budget.

THEN CAME CHANGE OF PLANS AGAIN. His parents had work and were unable to make it in time. Quite sad, as I was looking forward to having a good Cantonese dinner with his family.

Nonetheless, hope he has a great time tonight! I've yet to spill the beans on his birthday gift! :p

(P.S: I'm saving my tummy for all the sashimi, freshly-shucked oysters & dessert!)
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God Bless.

2011-04-28T17:39:00.002+08:00

I received a phone call this afternoon from Ernest, informing me that they are very likely gonna pull the plug on Jasper's life support.

I didn't know who was the one who called me, and when the caller said he was Ernest, my heart dropped because I know he's not gonna be the bearer of good news. & I was right.

I don't know Jasper that well, none of their clique in fact. He was in Gilbert's class in secondary school, and we were more of accquaintances than friends. Nonetheless, we would say hi to each other in school and sometimes he would disturb me about G.

There isn't much to understand about his coma. I know that he perhaps had fits, causing him to have oxygen deprivation to his brain. Some even say there might be a supernatural reason for whatever that happened.

Many of his close friends, bros and even his girlfriend of only a couple of months are rooting for him to wake up, but I guess he didn't hear it well.

So Jasper, whatever happens later, we all hope that you're blessed by God, wherever you are.

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Dandelion

2011-04-24T13:14:00.004+08:00

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Getting the jitters for the party that's in exactly 2 weeks' time!
I'll have to source for the birthday dress, which must fit the theme of Dramatic Black&White! I'll prolly style my hair on that day too. (:

It's kind of exciting planning a big party. Of course, I remembered being one of the party planners in the past during sec and poly days, but I bet my planning skills have rusted. :( Nowadays, planning even a simple outing gives me headache.

This coming week, I'l be sourcing for party decorations and balloons, shop for dresses and much more!
It's rather exciting! (;

Bisous X

"Some say to survive it, you need to be as mad as a hatter." –The Mad Hatter

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What have we here:

2011-04-12T10:47:00.003+08:00

Alrighty! So it's currently lunch hour and i'm blogging with my office comp. :x

Basically, i've been working here for about 1 month now, & things are still looking good, though it kinda becomes a routine.

My 21st birthday has also been booked, but it isn't at Studio M as per my previous post. Instead, we're having it at Changi Aloha for the capacity to invite more closed ones. However, sadly only Sunday is available, so I bet there'll be more than a handful who can't turn up or stayover.
I'm intending to bring Cartoon, so you guys can finally sneak a peak at that loverdog! :)))

Speaking of him, I'm also glad to say that Toon's much better. He had doggie's cough about 3 weeks back and scared the shit out of us all when he didnt eat for almost a week. :( But now, he's as lovable as ever. Blessed.

My ah b also went back for re-service today, for a total of 9 days. He'll book out during weekends like those in BMT, so i'll get to see him come Saturday!

Things are going great for us as well. Perhaps it's due to our age gap and him being more mature, so we are able to communicate better and he also gives in more. I'm quite happy to say, we've put marriage on the cards. Perhaps a couple of years down, or 3. :x

Bisous.

How to celebrate our 21st.

2011-03-24T21:23:00.003+08:00

So my 21st will be in about 1 & a half months' time, and I'm been mulling over whether to celebrate or not.

It's kind of a hassle: we need to book the venue, prepare food and make sure all your guests feel entertained. Quite tough, actually.
I've been to those big parties where so many people are invited, but the host does not have time to talk to most of them.

So today, whilst at work, i took the chance to do some research & planning!

I'm quite happy to say, I intend to book a room at Studio M!
The room's decor is gorgeous, small-but-cosy. And of course, I also decided to only invite close friends, maybe only 10+.

How not to love this place??

Besides the actual celebration in Singapore, we're also planning a short getaway! Problem though, is that the dates we can choose are the 'super-peak' periods and everything is crazily-expensive!! :(
Hopefully some good comes out of this, cos I need a breather from life in Singapore!

Work's good! :p Got my pay slip & pay's coming in! LOL!

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Shucks.

2011-03-22T21:48:00.001+08:00

Fuck this shit, I'm going to bed.

Worrying too much over Uni, my birthday celebration etc. This shouldn't be the way.

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Bao's.

2011-03-14T22:50:00.002+08:00

21 small items for her birthday gift.

Apparently, I should start preparing my wishlist. (:

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It's a big world out there.

2011-03-13T22:33:00.003+08:00

Here I am, typing away when I should be resting early.

Good news though!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! :D
Managed to find a full-time job for the upcoming months, or until I finally study!

I must admit I'm really excited about starting work since I've been nua-ing at home! My workplace will be at Raffles Place, and it's for an investment firm. Raring to start and see what it'll be like!

As for studies-wise, Erina and I went to SIM yesterday to attend the Open house! I'm intending to study this year, Bachelors in Biz Marketing at RMIT. Well, yet to apply, but I'm also raring to go! HAHAHAHA!
I have no idea why I'm so enthusiastic about so many things suddenly, but it makes me feel useful and i'm glad to start planning for my future.

& I would still want to fly, after studying. (:

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Anyway, we all know what misfortune has befalled Japan. The 8.9 magnitude massive earthquake and a huge 10m tsunami resulting from it.
The images of houses being flattened, vehicles washed away as if it weighed nothing...
I was never to much a fan of Japan, from reading much about WW2 in our primary and secondary school textbooks. Never thought of heading there, whether for holiday or honeymoon. I've heard saying from strangers who said they deserve it for the atrocities they committed. Old ladies who perhaps have been through WW2 as a kid.

But as you hear them curse and laugh at Japan, you'd think: do they still have any humanity left in them? Is resentment what you want to carry to your graves?

Live & learn. Forgive & forget.

#prayforJapan

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Phobia list.

2011-03-06T23:22:00.004+08:00

Hey guys! I'm back to blogging after almost a 3-week hiatus!
Lots to update, but first, I'm kinda interested to share about phobias. What's yours?

Here's my list:
Achluophobia- Fear of darkness. - totally can't stand the dark. It feels like I'm not in control of my surroundings, which is why I will always sleep with at least a small light on.

Altophobia- Fear of heights. - Need I say more? I'm terrified of cable cars and ferris wheels, but I always pretend like its no big deal.....until I'm up there. When I'm silent and don't move an inch, that's when you know I'm scared.

Antlophobia- Fear of floods. - Have tried imagining tsunamis, and boy, I hope it'll never happen cause I can't swim well nor trap water.

Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders. - No creepy crawlies, EVER. Not a fan of being Spider-woman.

Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.- If I don't think about the enclosed space, I'm fine. But if it gets a lil too tiny, like a small closet, I'd freak.

Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns.- Never loved them since watching Chucky.

Emetophobia- Fear of vomiting.- Even if I drink alot and need to puke, I'd try to hold it in cause I feel that vomiting is super uncomfy and gross. (Sadly, I've done that more than a couple of times with Erina and gang.)

Katsaridaphobia- Fear of cockroaches. - Hate those, especially flying ones. Duh.

Pharmacophobia- Fear of taking medicine.- If I must, MUST eat eg. a pill of panadol, I have to cut it into at least 4 pieces cause I can't swallow.

Phasmophobia- Fear of ghosts.- No words to describe. Gore movies: sure. Horror: NO WAY.

Selachophobia- Fear of sharks.- Since I was a kid and was mesmerized by JAWS and Deep Blue Sea. With an over-vivid imagination, I sometimes get scared even swimming in a pool.....up 7 storeys in the hotel. :x

Trypanophobia- Fear of injections. - I can't look.

So there!! I'm shared a long list of my phobias! & I actually came across a few super funny ones!

Chrometophobia or Chrematophobia- Fear of money.- I don't have that fear! You can gimme all your money! (;

Autodysomophobia- Fear of one that has a vile odor.- Sit in our MRT confirm GG.

(credits:http://phobialist.com/)

Xoxo.

Happy V Day!

2011-02-14T12:36:00.007+08:00

HEY HEY HEY! Happy Valentine's Day, everybody!

Today's a happy day for couples & singles alike!
Come on, Valentine's Day isn't only about relationships. It's about spreading the love you have for friends, family and loved ones.

I like Valentines' Day cos I never fail to receive flowers (only if I'm attached). & I'm those traditional girls-at-heart,so I love receiving flowers, whether they will die 3 days later or not.

Anyhoo, he's bringing me out for dinner later and trying to keep it secretive. -.-
Guys.....sigh.

Have a great V day peeps! Spread the love!

My love.

2011-02-08T14:50:00.000+08:00

Keep it simple.

2011-02-06T01:22:00.007+08:00

YAY! Chinese New Year visiting has officially come to an end for me! I'd tell you, I've had it with flagging cabs and annoying cab drivers who won't stop blabbing nonsense. Next year, I'm gonna drive us around instead!

Anyhoo, I didn't manage to visit any of my relatives' homes as they were informed my younger sister had contracted HFM, hence no angpaos from them. Surprisingly though, i got quite a number of angpaos from friends' parents and of course, Ah b's side. Apparently, they already gave him 'a stamp of approval' as quoted by him. HAHAHHA!

Us at Jason's place all the way in Jurong.
Jason's the store manager of HBTaka.

Finally met my full clique for a short dinner & chitchat session! Turns out, we're still best at talking nonsense with each other. (:

Making plans to have a G-sleepover, G-for-GORE. We're gonna spam all 7 movies of SAW, hehe. & next week's kinda packed with our NYP-SBM-alumni USS buffet, FRANsters meeting and celebrating 2 guy-classmates' 21st. Mad hectic.

& I'm still waiting for the job to get back to me!

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Have you guys caught the movie "Black Swan"? Omg, I swear its superrrrr good.
It kept me on edge, and I couldn't help but re-watch the show 3 times.
Natalie Portman's one of my favourite actresses of Hollywood! The Harvard-educated darling isn't just beautiful, but she has brains to boot!

I can't deny though, that i was rather turned off at the lesbian part of the movie. The sexual tension I can't take. & girls kissing reminds me of the times we had spent in France, when we were told the television broadcasts porn at 1 or 2am.
The 7 of us were super curious (we girls never saw before but no sure about the 2 guys) that we stayed up just to see.
And I remember each time when I was the one who had to turn the TV on, it was lesbian porn. Geez. ALWAYS Les, no idea why. I'm a normal girl okay!! *roll eyes*

And I loved Natalie's performance in 'The Other Boleyn Girl', acting as Anne Boleyn who's out to steal the King's affections. Scheming, but convincingly so.

So, I'm definitely gonna catch this!

& these too!

Xoxo.

CNY's coming!

2011-02-01T21:24:00.003+08:00

CNY's just around the corner!

Unfortunately this year's feel isn't strong and the mood is hardly present.
We're only gonna have a family reunion dinner tomorrow, and visiting 2 sides' family on 初一 . After that, my parents are going Batam for a night to play with firecrackers. -_- Oh well, you know old folks. :x

HAHAHAHA! But then again, my parents are considered young. My dad's 48 and my mom's 44 this year. :D And I'm 21! Which makes......my mom was 23 when she had me! I have an elder sister too okay!

February's gonna be a month of heavy expenses. I haven't thought of what to do for Valentines' day, Universal studios buffet with lovely poly mates and more 21st birthday celebrations..
What a time to be jobless. $$$$$$ LOL.

Not for long though!

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2011-01-31T16:22:00.000+08:00

Bonsoir!

2011-01-27T00:53:00.005+08:00

Alrighty! So I'm back from a 2 week hiatus (or longer, for that matter).

In approximately 4 more days, I would have been unemployed for a month. ONE FULL MONTH. Meaning no part-time, no ad hoc jobs, nothing. I'm surprised I managed to still be able to survive considering my expenses.

We spent a bomb for Christmas last year, and I'm sensing the month of February's gonna be a bitch too! CNY clothes (which I haven't bought ANY) and Valentines' day.
Sighs. Sometimes I feel that being in a relationship is a liability.

This is a practical thinking, selfish perhaps. But personally, having compared being single and in a relationship, i spend alot more than i would have just providing for myself.
Of course, I'm grumbling now because I've yet to find a full-time job. :x
Women that are too free and unoccupied, they tend to be more petty and grumpy. Oh gosh, I'm turning into an auntie! :/ *faints*

These few days till February, I'm gonna be busy catching up with my loved ones as well as lots of plans are moving along.

Speaking of plans, Erina is planning to start a blogshop selling clothes, but I must admit I'm hesitant.
If we were to start now, we have no experience running it and we lose out to other older more experienced blogshops. Of course, we start small.
We're gonna need investors, models,a photographer, a proper studio and a name. Something easy to remember.

SHUCKS. See how it goes.

Anyhoo, saw some nasty photos of Barbie's dark side. :X

(credits: sixpegs.com)

Ugh, nastyyyyyy.

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Take time off!

2011-01-08T00:18:00.001+08:00

BLOG WILL BE TEMPORARILY STOPPED FOR APPROX 2 WEEKS.

Xoxo, dy.

2011 inspiration.

2011-01-07T00:47:00.000+08:00

Sighs.

2011-01-04T01:33:00.001+08:00

I'm getting really exhausted with life.

I'm disappointed in my family, my unemployed status, my r/s, money....it's all getting so taxing.

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Taurus 2011

2011-01-02T23:35:00.003+08:00

2011 Taurus Horoscope for Marriage/ Love

You should look at the relationship with a long term view and not rush into things. If you don�t deliberate enough, chances of a mistake are high. Take your time committing but do not waste time initiating things or the moment would be lost. Unmarried natives could find sudden chances of marriage too.

2011 Taurus Horoscope for Career

New projects and changes in plans after the 25th January, 2011 should be avoided. You would get a rash of ideas and a sudden jump in activity. Not necessarily all ideas and activity would be useful. It is necessary, not to change track & keep on working on your long-term plan.

During May & 15th November you will suddenly be catapulted into a very busy period. You will feel your life is suddenly in the rush hour phase, without the mental strength however to cope with extra stress.Patience need to be exercised on two counts.

Between 16th November 2011 and 31st December 2011, you will find maturity in career, which you have been working on for a few years. It is the time to cash in now. Work your hardest, but without compromising on your health. Use your luck, colleagues and team to achieve the best you can do.

Taurus January Horoscope:

Poor stamina & certain amount of challenges overall would remain. Work could experience a slowdown till the 16th January 2011. Important assignments are better postponed after 17th January 2011 or the next month. Improvements in luck and overall growth could come. Chances of travel possible too.

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Simple, blissful Xmas.

2010-12-27T20:48:00.003+08:00

Christmas this year seemed much more meaningful than previous years.

Perhaps as we leave school and enter the working world, we understand a different part of the wider world.

Besides the Xmas party with my poly classmates, I've also attended another xmas party where I met my darling's close buddies.
I must admit it's really awkward cos his bros and their girlfriends/fiancees are all in their mid-20s, and I'm the youngest. They treat me as though I'm a small girl, & not to mention, the stress when I know they are all getting engaged one-by-one, and they ask darling when's our turn. :/

We had work on xmas eve and ended around 7.30pm.
The party was held in a service apartment just behind Goodwood Park Hotel.
Theme for the night was 'Opiang'. (;

Darling also passed me my christmas present: A Dolce & Gabbana watch.

It's really simple, nothing fanciful. But that's also why it suits me to a tee. (:

But I felt guilty cos I didn't get anything for him yet due to my busy work schedule, but I'll get smth for him soon & maybe a home-cooked meal! (:
I've not cooked for quite a while already.. Hope I still have what it takes!

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Until it sinks in, Mommy.

2010-12-22T01:07:00.005+08:00

I guess it hasn't really sunk in yet.

Sighs. It's kinda hard to accept, isn't it? It has all along been what I've known & wanted since i entered poly & known yx.
& now after going one round and wasting 8 months of my life, I'm clueless.

I hope God sends a signal soon.
Being clueless about what I want, is SO NOT ME.

My mom told me it's their loss, but I know she's just trying to console me.

& me, BEING the strong-headed me, laughed it off.

Until it sinks in, that is.

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Our Christmas Gathering!

2010-12-19T23:43:00.001+08:00

It has been more than half a year since such a big group of us gathered to celebrate good times! In May, we all got together for our poly graduation ceremony and took plenty of group photos. (: & of course not forgetting our 'themed' after-party! "Wear something we will not expect to see you in"!
Super fun class I have been blessed with!

& it also makes us realize how fast 2010 is zooming by. We're 11 days away from 2011, & our class boys are all botak! Heh.

Instead of meeting the whole bunch at Liang Court's Saizeriya restaurant, I met up with Pooms and Bao at Takashimaya first to get our gifts for the xmas exchange! We ARE truly the queens of lateness. From 3.30pm, to 4pm, and I only reached at 5.15pm. :x Okay, have to admit this is seriously a very bad habit of mine.

I got a really nice organizer, and luckily they had gift wrapper+ scissors+ scotch tape! The queue at the departmental store was mortifying! Lots of people doing shopping for Christmas but yet the atmosphere was so tense. Tsktsk.

After we all got our gifts wrapped, we headed down to Clarke Quay for dinner with the rest! Saizeriya's an Italian restaurant that serves really affordable food and the standard isn't bad too!

We shared spinach creme (which was nastyyyy. So different from what I tasted from our France's school's canteen.), escargots, salads, soup and I had mixed seafood risotto! Yumms.

After we had our fill, we had our gift exchange near the fountain.
We were all to get a gift of at least $10 that is unisex.

I guess it's such an unbelievable coincidence that my gift was given to me by Yaowei, and I gave my gift to Eugene (I got it from a guy and gave it to a guy, what are the chances?). It's prolly karma, hopefully working in a good way now. (:

Clique shots are a definite YES! But we're missing beloved Nrl, who's away in Kuching for quite long (??!). P.S: Come back naoooo. There's a case of a man eaten alive by a freakin' 20m-long crocodile there in kuching!!

'Words can't be formed just to express how blessed I feel having you guys in my life.'

Xoxo.

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People going C-R-A-Z-YYYYY.

2010-12-17T23:04:00.002+08:00

Gosh!! I'm so mad from work today!!
Had a few incidents whereby I have to serve rude customers, of which I almost told off.

Incident 1:
I was busy serving a customer, when I heard someone do the 'tsk / tsok' thingy LOUDLY, commanding for attention. I turned, and he was like 'COME HERE!'. Cb, I'm not your dog okay! Everything he says is just so rude, just a typical old pervertic uncle!

My job as a retail assistant, I will and I HAVE displayed professionalism in what I do. Otherwise, this guy would have gotten it from me.
HAHAHAH! The good thing is, he 'HELLO!' to Danny so loudly, Danny was so pissed and went to him asking "yes sir? Do you have any problem?" :DDDD

Incident 2:
A lady wanted to look at cufflinks, so I borrowed a glove to show it to her. When she decided and said okay can, I brought up the fact that for accessories like cufflinks, there will not be any discount of 40% off.
Her reply?
"SO?"

I couldn't believe my ears, and I said 'excuse me?'. She repeated, "SO?"
WAAHHHHH! Blood boil.
Then when I showed her a new piece for her to check for scratches, she said 'don't need to check'. After I brought it to the counter, turns out she left the store. C
I think she's crazy. -_-

Lots more smaller incidences with rude people, but when all of them add up, it really makes a person mad.

& frankly, don't you find that the world is going crazy?
Slashings, suicide bombers, sicko pouring acid on pedestrians.

Not to mention, the rising cases of molestation, EVEN IN SCHOOLS.

What's the world coming to?

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Ridiculous.

2010-12-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

'Dead man in mortuary impregnates woman'

The Rolling Stones said it best, “You, you make a dead man cum.” A 38 year old female mortuary worker is being held on $250,000 bond after becoming pregnant by one of her clients-a dead man. The alleged crime took place at the Mourning Glory Mortuary just outside of Lexington, Missouri. Police have charged Felicity Marmaduke with desecration of the dead and necrophilia.

According to a statement made to police by Marmaduke, the alleged victim experienced a post mortem erection while being bathed. Being alone, Marmaduke straddled the dead man and proceeded have sex with him. Much to her surprise, the alleged victim came to orgasm after several minutes. A few weeks later, Marmaduke had a positive pregnancy test while receiving a routine medical exam. Upon telling her doctor the circumstances leading to the conception, the police were notified. Marmaduke was arrested without incident at her dilapidated trailer home a few blocks from the mortuary.

In a bizarre twist, Marmaduke plans to sue the dead man’s estate for child support.

Ew.

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Super LOL!

2010-12-15T12:04:00.003+08:00

I had the weirdest dream last night. Or rather this morning.

Didn't manage to go work today as I totally lost my voice, so I took some cough relief meds and went back to bed.

In the dream, we were having an expedition and were raiding an old egyptian pyramid-like structure, but instead of huge stones and boulders, it was held together by ropes. Strong ropes like those used in mountain-climbing.

I was one of the leaders.
We were only scaling the surface and slowly making our way to the top, when I decided to cut the last remaining 2 ropes and the entire structure fell apart.

But weirdly, I KNEW it would fall, and immediately jumped and went to steal the gold-bars, gold cards and what have you. All this while the others fell to their deaths or got injured.

I had 2 other partners and we agreed to split the loot. We were running and running and suddenly we reached Kovan, near the McDonalds. We had trouble getting a cab, and then a weird cab driver (who already had 2 other passengers in his car) asked the 3 of us to join. He told the old couple to squeeze so we could fit.

I barely got in, AND HE DROVE AWAY! That sucker!
My 2 partners haven't even gotten into the cab! I was like, waitwait!! That bloody noob didn't stop and all along my partners were running behind us.
We reached a junction and I pulled his handbrake. Then I could see a lady dressed in black running towards our cab (my partner was wearing black) so I thought *phew* she made it! Just nice when the lady in black reached my door, turns out it was SHU (who works at Boss) and the cab drove away again!
But SHU said to me: "Don't need to wait for them. They already got caught."

While the cab drove away, I looked back at Shu who was panting and I suddenly felt so lonely. My partners got caught, I had millions (or billions) with me but I felt so abandoned.
I was thinking where should I hide. Barcelona, Spain? Because they would expect me to go London, somewhere I loved. But I also considered surrendering because I didn't want to be alone.

Then a phone call came. From Yonghwa of CNBlue (wtf right?! I know!)
In the dream he seems to be my old flame. And he was telling me something like please take care. Then I asked him how he knew where I was (in Kovan).

He said: "Cos I'm a football player" (apparently they know alot of strategies).

SMLJ?!?

Whuttttt.

2010-12-14T00:28:00.004+08:00

Oh dear. This blogging hiatus has me on edge.

At times i don't feel like blogging, but yet each blog has too much sentimental value for me to close it down.

Anyway, I was just researching for the Bangkok air tickets and boy, have they increased! If I were to buy it now, i have to pay almost twice of what Erina and Keefe paid! Definitely not in my cards. :x
As much as I would LOVE to go bangkok for a shopping-relaxing trip with those besties, but a greater part of me would want to start work on Jan 3rd.

They proposed a 6-month certification of being fit to fly, then head for a medical review. Well, I guess at that point, I just agreed. So now I'm just waiting to see if their side agrees. If no, fine by me.
If yes, i have to get ready an amount to pay for the medical jabs. :( nastyyy.

I don't think I will fly beyond 6-months for that airline anyway.

Most likely I will study SIM-RMIT next Aug.

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Our 'FRANsters'.

My mind has been wandering to our days in France, those little details.
Stopping at Eze village and having ice-cream in freezing weather before heading to Monaco.

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Mad, mad

2010-11-22T00:20:00.003+08:00

Everybody's heading overseas for holidays!

I WANT TOO!

Unfortunately I have commitments to BOSS for the month of December for their store sales! But when Jan comes.....hehe. I hope my darling's able to apply for leave so we can join Keefeeee, Erina, Joanne and her boyf + family to Bangkok!

Shopping isn't much on my priority list, but more of relaxation like spas and massages. Legal ones, of course. (: Mad cheap = love.

That aside, been cooped up at the food fair for 3 days now!
Puma's been working with me and I guess my dad's getting on her nerves! HEHE! What's new? My dad gets on everybody's nerves at work. :x

Many people are curious about the airline thingy that I've been through. Received more than a couple of private messages and DMs asking me. Well, I'll try sharing on my blog soon, perhaps after Tues.
The last SIA interview I went on 6 nov, I made it all but the last round of kebaya cos I had rashes a couple days before. SUPERRRR SIAN pls.
But at least now I know I have what it takes to pass the management round, and I could tell they wanted to pass me for the kebaya cos they really deliberated for a long time, even asking me to go for lunch before coming back.
So I'm sure the next time will be better! (:

Doctor's side, I'm fine! My specialist gave the approval to fly as a career! I was mad, mad happy that day! :D

Alright! Gotta go rest to prep for tomorrow! <3

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Annyeong

2010-11-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

I bid farewell to Jetstar.

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Mom sold baby to buy car

2010-11-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

Reuters - Thursday, November 11SendIM StoryPrint.MIAMI - A Florida woman was charged with trying to sell her infant son in order to pay for a new car, police said Tuesday.

The baby's grandmother brokered the deal and initially demanded $75,000 but agreed to cut the price to $30,000 when told the prospective buyer could not get a bank loan, the Florida Department of Law Enforcement said.

The mother of the eight-week-old boy, Stephanie Bigbee Fleming, 22, of Bradenton, Florida, was to receive $9,000 of the proceeds, the FDLE said.

"Fleming planned to purchase a new vehicle from the money received," an FDLE spokeswoman said.

Fleming also needed money to pay court costs for an unrelated probation violation, the arrest documents said.

Fleming was arrested Tuesday. The grandmother, Patty Bigbee, 45, was arrested last week with her boyfriend Lawrence Works, 42, both of Holly Hill, Florida. All three were charged with the illegal sale of a child, and Bigbee was also charged with communications fraud, the department said.

The arrest report said Bigbee offered to sell the baby to a female relative in October, explaining she had been caring for her grandchild but "was not mother material."

The relative alerted police and worked with them during the negotiations. Bigbee and Works were arrested when they collected a $30,000 cashier's check and handed over the baby to an undercover agent in a Daytona Beach parking lot, police said.

The baby remains in state custody.

I'm flabbergasted.

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Annoyed

2010-11-12T23:58:00.001+08:00

I wanted to blog tonight after coming back from Dim sum supper, but in the end the day went wrong and I'm too pissed.

Shall update tmrw instead.

Sleep tight peeps!

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Boring!

2010-11-03T11:12:00.003+08:00

Some updates!

Today's my second off-day, and I'm so glad I could finally take a break and sleep all I want!

From last month's 21st till monday, I've been working at the Isetan Men's Bazaar, full shift everyday! It's great for the moolah, but bad for your hips and legs. :/
In that 11 out of 12 days I've worked, I think I earned an easy 1k?

It helps that I had authority to supervise one department, so I mostly delegate instead of doing it myself. (:

As for my boyf, our 1st monthsary was on the 1 Nov. Things are good, I mean he dotes on me and places me as one of the top priorities. Currently he's in BKK enjoying his holiday with his pals, and I'm thinking if I should pick him up at the airport tmrw night! Hmmmm.

Most people would be asking 'how's your stewardess thing coming along?'
Well, sad to say I might be taken out from JQ's batch as I couldn't get my medical done in time. Yesterday's calls was that if I can't have my medical done by 9 Nov, I will be taken out and have to rejoin the interviews all over again.

Oh wells, shall see how things go.
No big loss.

2010-10-24T17:08:00.001+08:00

I might be able to fly afterall.

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Demain détermine tout.

2010-10-17T23:51:00.002+08:00

My fingers aren't working.

Comment J'espère que Dieu est juste.

Give me your blessing.

2010-10-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

Today was amazing.

As arranged, I headed to the airport to sign the contract as well as to attend the job briefing. Then we applied for US visa, and had a uniform fitting.

I was super high whilst trying the uniforms cos there are just so many to choose from! In the end, I chose 2 dresses, 1 skirt, 1 short-sleeved top and 1 three-quarter top. The orange jacket, coat, belt and trolley are provided.

Then tomorrow I'll need to head down to Police Cantonment to collect my CNCC, and medical on Sat.

*Fingers crossed*

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Awwwww.

2010-10-13T00:36:00.001+08:00

Isn't this so cute?!

World's largest Rabbit: 7.7kg

I miss my old rabbit Ayumi Hamarabbit. :(

If we could choose a way to leave.

2010-10-06T02:53:00.003+08:00

I don't know. I guess I'm just feeling kind of down now.

I feel surrounded by death.

One of my bestie's good friend passed away. Suicide. Jumped down a building.
And I saw Eslin's youtube video about how a dog was knocked down on the highway, but the other was protecting and shielding his loved.

Personally, I myself was on the brink of depression this April. It's no joke.
On that particular day, I would have done something illogical like perhaps pills, slits or 'accidents'. But thank goodness for my family, G, and my close besties who were with me 24/7. Without them, I will definitely not be around now.
I guess sometimes life and fate just had to give you a hard blow just for you to know what you should start treasuring.

From tweeter: "Ability to feel the pain is one good vital sign. In the end, even "pain" has it's own good role. -@EvelineHandojo #ihatequotes "

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Stalker

2010-10-04T01:02:00.002+08:00

I just had supper with B, and guess what?!

My parents and elder sis decided to drive out for supper too, and they went to Chompchomp, WHERE I'M SUPPOSED TO MEET HIM.

I don't know if its a ruse so they can screen my boyf, but boy, the both of us were stressed out. HAHAHA! & they chose a outdoor seat just behind us!

It's still too early for Meet-the-Parents session, that's why we were all panicking.

Luckily they did not follow us to IceCube. :/

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Imissyou.

2010-10-02T01:26:00.007+08:00

[WARNING: EMOTIONAL ENTRY AHEAD]

I couldn't sleep as my body clock has gone haywire.
Then by some chance, I decided to view Nurul's photos on her FB, mostly because I want to reminisce our times spent during the exchange.

Then whilst viewing her photo albums, I came across one that was oddly-named, yet familiar: Saint Happy.

Our Yuanxiang. My poly year 1 buddy.

There was a dedication to her, to the angel that has been with us for such a short period of time but yet left such a genuine impression.

"You may not be flying as a Singapore Girl, but baby you are flying higher & way beyond anyone of us can ever fly right now."

After a series of ups and downs within a short period this year, I've contemplated giving up.
BUT NO. I'm gonna pick myself up and do it!

Please give me strength, yx.

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21st.

2010-09-30T02:43:00.000+08:00

I was thinking either Sydney or Auckland next May.

Kicked down sooner or later.

2010-09-28T01:25:00.002+08:00

He occupies more than half the width of my bed! -_-

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I love you just the way you are.

2010-09-27T17:49:00.001+08:00

Just the way you are - Bruno Mars

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Gosh, I love this song!

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Great buddies, Good times!

2010-09-24T14:26:00.017+08:00

I'm alone at home, as my parents just flew off to Beijing this morning & my sisters aren't home. NO government! HAHHA!

& I chanced upon my old thumbdrive. & there they were: old photos of us in Nice.

Since I'm so free, let's take a walk down memory lane.

Eze village, Nice, Monaco, Cannes, Grasse, Antibes, Juan Les Pins... Been there, loved every bit of it. Southern france to me, is much better than Paris, simply because of the pace. The latter is way too hectic and stressful for me, whereas Nice on the other hand, is so peaceful and tranquil.

So there we were, studying in CERAM University. Reputably one of the best Business schools in France.

We also had the experience of skiing for the first time! For me, I had totally no talent in it, & even had difficulty putting on the shoes!

The night view of Nice is mind-blowing. & damn cold when we were there. HAHA! I think it was around 5degrees? :X

Shiya & Sweeting came to visit us all the way from Finland!

Arguably one of my favourite photos! An old couple sitting and enjoying the sea view & the breeze.

Samuel & I were the main chefs amongst us 7!

Freezing water by the Riviera!

Enjoying each and everyday God gave us. & the sisterhood we got from random people which we would have otherwise not met if it wasn't for the exchange. (:

These makes me miss school life, but yet I'm not sure if I'm ready for University. FRANKLY.

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Safe & Sound.

2010-09-24T01:35:00.006+08:00

(Adapted from Erina's blog).
Her blog has the most heartfelt & yet true confessions about love & realisations.

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Today passed in the blink of an eye. Especially when you meet people you miss & love, time just seems to fly by. But then, when you feel your heart slowly being ripped, time seems to drag on and on.

Such an oxymoron, isn't it?

I'm so afraid of making the same mistake of falling for someone, only to find that they can't handle a woman like me and then they turn and walk off.
Once is enough. I admit defeat that: I should have known better then.

Therefore now, I really want to be sure, to know that I'm the only one in your heart and mind, which then I'll safely pass my heart to you, where it'll remain safe & sound.

I know I'm not an easy woman to love. I'm very stubborn, I'm very strong-minded and independent and I'm spoilt at times.
But that doesn't mean i wouldn't want to be a small woman behind my man.

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男人女人

2010-09-23T00:49:00.004+08:00

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼 - Valen Hsu's "男人女人"

你怎么舍得让我的泪流向海付出的感情永远找不回来　
你怎么舍得让我的爱流向海伤心的往事一幕幕就像潮水将我掩埋 - Also by Valen Hsu's "泪海"

I'm really troubled recently, be it about love, whether to study or continue trying for what I want.
These just tires me a whole lot & inevitably, the strongest person will still fall.

I'm now just wishing I have a ticket to time travel, & travel back to the period in Southern France where I didn't have to give two hoots about who I have to commit to, what I must do as my next step or how my survival instincts should kick in.

In those times, we probably were only worrying about whether our French can be understood.

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Coughing like mad.

2010-09-21T00:49:00.001+08:00

Fell sick & the feeling sucks much?

It's been almost a week, & my cough worsens at night. Just earlier on, it feels as though I'm gonna get asthma.

DAMN SIAN.

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Time to say Goodbye

2010-09-07T01:07:00.002+08:00

"It's not that you're a bad guy. It's just that you've missed your chance."

For this, i dedicate to the one who's been part of my memories for 5 years.

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Back in the Sunny Singapore!

2010-09-06T18:18:00.001+08:00

I'm back from Taiwan, but I'm super busy!! :(

Off to Taiwan in a bit!

2010-08-29T22:12:00.004+08:00

Okay! So it's past my self-declared bedtime of 9pm (fyi, as I'm typing this it's already 10.30), but i just thought I should perhaps do a short update.

I'M FINALLY FLYING OFF TOMORROW MORNING TO TAIPEI!
Super excited to be travelling after a short hiatus (Msia roadtrips & ferries don't really count unless it's by plane). The last time I was on the plane was more than a year ago, coming back from London!
If I remember correctly, my ears were kind of sensitive & became blocked as we were about to land. Scared the hell out of me, as I thought I was going deaf.

But anyway, so I'm leaving the morning flight from Terminal 1, & I'd be back on Friday midnight! (:

I also have 'Pay-as-you-roam', so you can text me if it's urgent. (:

Goodnight peeps! & tmrw, it's gonna be Bonjour Taipei, Au revoir Singapore!

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Annoying Orange!

2010-08-26T22:58:00.005+08:00

Our beloved Keefeeeee enlisted into Tekong today!

All thanks to him, I was introduced to work at HUGO. That, began my happy days & also the invaluable friendships that was made within such a short span.

I must admit to being depressed ever since the fiasco about my dream, the hospital visits etc. Being in HUGO, though I still got questioned then, but at least Keefee was there to share the brunt with me & to make me laugh whenever I'm down.

He takes good care of us all when we go drinking.
Sends us home when we're drunk.
Initiates lots of outings & roadtrips.

He's really the best Annoying Orange around! <3

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Underappreciated

2010-08-25T02:57:00.003+08:00

Today was a bad day.

When I woke up, I was still smiling about what a good dream I had. Apparently, I (or someone) got married & we were invited to this themepark/hotel and were treated as VVIPs.

I woke up, fumbled for my phone & wanted to tweet about the nice dream. THEN MY DAD KNOCKED MY DOOR. He kind of scolded & nagged at me for returning home late (which I can understand), but one thing I can't stand is being underappreciated.
I've always been the one amongst my siblings to support my dad, because I believe its only fair that the 3 of us support evenly. So while my 2 sisters always side my mom, I tend to side my dad. This is perhaps strengthened when he agreed & funded my exchange trip to beautiful France.
But at the end of the day, after doing all you can for a person, if he doesn't appreciate & instead step all over you, I think it's time to put a stop to that nonsense.

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Oh, & I'm gonna miss Keefeeee, who's enlisting on Thursday! :(

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My Past Week & more!

2010-08-22T02:08:00.005+08:00

*I'll upload photos at a later time because it takes a longlonglong time!*

11 Aug Wed: Daddy's birthday dinner at Din Tai Fung & roadtrip into Msia with Keefe & Erina! Baskin robbins, durian, car wash, kenny rogers= been there, done that!

(I give up. Please view my facebook once I've uploaded the photos. Blogger's being a bitch.)

12 Aug Thurs: Chillax at home.

13 Aug Fri: Collect car & went to secondary school 4C's BBQ at Ivy's place! Went home to shower after sending John & Darren, & went to pick up the gang at Plaza Sing! Made our way to Kallang Leisure Park for bowling! (girl power applies in basketball, singing, but *ahem* bowling isn't her forte.) Still mine, though! (:

14 Aug Sat: Drove into Msia for the first time (for me) & went to CARREFOUR (which resembles Singapore's Giant & can never hold a candle to France's), JUSCO & car wash. After arriving back in Singapore, we drove to Henderson Wave for some chillax till 3am before having oyster omelette for supper!

15 Aug Sun: Picked up Nrl & met the rest of the clique at Cinneleisure! Had some coffee whilst chilling before making a random decision to go ECP for a picnic! :D I love how spontaneous we can be when we're together. Bought Macs & snacks, & chilled till 9 plus before driving to the airport. SADLY, alot of photos just suddenly disappeared from my camera! ARGHHHHH.

16 Aug Mon: Supposed to return the car, but I lost my way.....*snorts*. TOTALLY NO SENSE OF DIRECTION TO SAVE MY LIFE. Anyw, they found some scratches on the tyre rims, so I had to do something about it. Called Gilbert & he accompanied me to his mechanic. I had the car for one more day, so drove to pick the gang & we went to ECP AGAIN. Chillax & sent everyone home. (:

17 Aug Tue: Brought the car to the mechanic & it was fixed in a jiffy! They didn't even charged me, how nice! (: Returned the car & G drove us to get black carrot cake, which is unbelievably difficult at that point of time.

18 Aug Wed: Can't remember what I did.

19 Aug Thurs: Went to town to find Erina at Orange for dinner! We wanted to have TCC scones, but it wasn't available! :( had tirumisu & she had cheesecake.

20 Aug Fri: Keefe came to pick me before meeting the rest at Crystabelle for our Karaoke session. (: my singing wasn't up to par. *sighs* Felt unwell the whole day.

21 Aug Sat (today!): Chillax at home but went out to buy lunch & order Macs for dinner! Did some menial chores too, which went unappreciated & I'm really kinda pissed by it. -.-*

& guess what?!
I DOWNLOADED THE FULL VERSION OF 'ANGRY BIRDS'!
Super excited to play them all! HAHAHAH!

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Brutal killing

2010-08-20T13:51:00.003+08:00

A dead body of a dog, with its face drenched in blood, was found in the void deck of Blk 267B Compassvale Link in Sengkang on Wednesday evening.

The Straits Times reports that the dog, a Pomeranian, died after being beaten and repeatedly flung against the floor.

A police spokesman confirmed the incident, saying that the police received a call around 7.40pm. About six policemen arrived soon after.

Mr Toh, a 50-year-old hawker who works at a coffeeshop next to the void deck, said he witnessed the brutal beating and called the police.

He told The New Paper in Mandarin, “The man was picking up the dog and throwing him onto the floor over and over again – for at least 10 times. It happened over 10 minutes.”

“At first the dog cried out in pain. It was a pitiful sound, then after a while there was silence,” he added.

Mr Toh said he was afraid to step in after the man “looked crazy”.

“I wanted to stop the man, but he really seemed like he was crazy. So I rang the police instead because I hoped they would arrive in time to stop him – and save the dog,” he said.

But it was too little too late as the dog died. The Society of Prevention of Cruelty to Animals (SPCA) picked up the dead dog after being notified by the police. Initial examinations revealed the dog died from intensive head injuries consistent with trauma.

Another witness, Mr Leow, 34, a hawker who worked in the same coffeeshop as Mr Toh, told the same paper that the dog abuser acted strangely prior to the tragedy.

He claimed that the man who appeared to be in his 30s or 40s, requested for a knife to which Mr Leow said “no”.

The case has been referred to the Agri-Food and Veterinary Authority (AVA) and investigations into the identity of the owner are ongoing.

SPCA executive officer, Ms Deidre Moss said, “It is a tragedy of the highest order, it was a brutal end to a lovely dog.”

Seriously, i feel like saying every bad word in the Hokkien dialect & scream my head off at the bloody son of a bi*** that did this!!
But whats the point? The poor dog is gone.:'(

This is where i really pray for karma to bite him hard in the ass.

A short one!

2010-08-19T01:27:00.000+08:00

A mad, mad busy past week, & its gonna be a mad, mad week when I'm starting to travel.

Sponsored Batam trip this weekend (super random & spontaneous) and Taiwan in less than 2 weeks!

Not to mention, affairs of the heart always keeps someone busy.

I guess I'll blog tmrw to update on my short-trips driving into Malaysia, chalet & Universal Studios, bbq, bimbo roadtrips etc. (:

Je ne sais pas comment procéder avec vous.

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13th

2010-08-13T00:37:00.003+08:00

I'll be using the car in approx 13hours' time.

On Friday the 13th.

HOLY SHIT & FML.

From what I know, I'll be picking Buddy, lunch, followed by perhaps Nicholas (Kovan), then to pick Keagan (Pasir Ris) and to the BBQ.
Leaving by 9, & I think heading to Orchard to pick up Keefe & gang before MAYBE another road trip to Msia to pump petrol.

Then Saturday I have no idea where we're going.

Sunday with poly darlings Bao, Lulu, Pooms, Lala & maybe Nette to perhaps Asian Civilisation Museum and a late picnic.

Monday I'll be sending my younger sis to school before getting breakfast for the family.

The best thing is: I'm a road-idiot.

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Off to Uni!

2010-08-08T18:52:00.003+08:00

I'm heading out of the house in a bit!
Meeting Erina @ Boss Orange then we're going for Ichiban boshi at Plaza Sing!

I drank quite a bit last night, & was on the verge of puking my guts out. Fortunately, I think a cup of iced water saved my tummy.
If you must know, I disappeared from the world yesterday. I turned off my phone, & I was aware that some people were worried about my whereabouts.

I'm so sorry for making you guys worry.

I'll be fine. I've thought things out.
If it's meant to be, it'll be.

I shouldnt waste my youth wallowing deep in self-pity or near-depression.

Therefore, I'm going to University.

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10 Places To Go In Taipei (based on me)

2010-08-02T01:20:00.006+08:00

In no order of preference (because I intend to chiong all!), here are my researched top 10 selections:

#1: 五分埔, Wu Fen Pu

Need I say more?! Shopping haven, please!
I'm controlling my purse strings now (online blogshops tempts me much *sighs*) just for wufenpu! I'm also intending to pack a smaller luggage inside my big check-in Hush puppy one.

#2: Taipei 101

Gorgeous views from the top of that building. Hopefully there might be some fireworks too! *crosses fingers*

#3: Hot Springs in Beitou

I've been wanting to visit a spa/hot spring overseas (besides Batam -.-), & now I have a perfect chance! Can't wait to dip myself in!

#4: 六福村 Leofoo Village Theme Park

It's a theme park! (: I haven't been to many theme parks (Disneyland HK, Disneyland Paris, Genting highlands & Universal Studios Singapore on Tuesday!), so I hope to add to the experience!

#5: Taipei Zoo

China sent 2 pandas Tuan tuan & Yuan Yuan there in 2008 as some sort of a peace-thingy. I want to see them! :D & show them my Kungfu panda eyes too. Hahaha.

#6: 士林夜市, Shilin Night Market

I'm a food-fanatic! I REALLY DON'T NEED TO SAY MORE! *drools* heeheeee.

#7: Miramar Entertainment Complex

It has this really pretty & huge ferris wheel! Furthermore, it combines shopping too! (: I remember Fahrenheit's "孤单摩天轮" MV was shot there, & I love that song!

#8: National Taiwan University

No specific reason, I just want to feel clever. HAHAHAH! Or would I get mistaken as a student there. :x

#9: 西门町, Ximending

It means to the Taiwanese like how "Orchard Road" is to us Singaporeans! But I heard that shopping is quite expensive though, so I'm not pinnin my shopping-maniac-ness there.

#10: National Palace Museum

I'm sure we can learn alot about history there. (:

There you have it! This post sums up my plans for Taipei!
I'm superrrrrrrr excited!
I'm flying off on 30Aug in the middle of the night and coming back on 3Sept midnight!

Are you excited yet, Jo & KL?!

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Be Grateful

2010-08-02T00:32:00.004+08:00

I've finally had a good rest today!
As all my readers would have known, yesterday was my last day at HUGO! I've been working there part-time since 6 June, & so it was in a span of about 2 months?
I'm really grateful for a chance to be exposed to the retail industry, which I havent experienced beforehand. Previously, I have no lack of experience in many other industries:
- F&B (waitressing & even a cook for Takoyaki for my family business)
- Admin (data entry)
- Receptionist
- Promoter (Seagate hardisk & Brother printer)
- Conference coordinator

So I guess now I can add Retail to my list of resume as well. Haha!

Okay, back to my point. We went out to Crystabelle KTV last night again to celebrate! It's located near Outram MRT, & it's kinda cheap! Normally we sing for 3 hours and you can order either a beer/juice & it only totals up to $13! :D I've been there 4 times, and it still ranks well as my favourite.

The only bane would probably be the emo-ness that sneaks in to find us all. Soon, some songs strike a vulnerable chord & I'll find my mind drifting off to where it shouldn't.

I remembered earlier in the evening, darling Espall & Shamine came to the store to find me. We chatted a bit, & eventually (expected) came to the topic of what I intend to do from now on. & guess what?

My mind drew up a blank.

Sighs, emo-ness activated at that moment & it lingered on till end of the day.

Anyw, a highlight for last night would be me taking over the driving near Serangoon! Keefe had allowed Watson to drive his manual Nissan Sunny from Marine Parade to Serangoon, & he just randomly asked me to drive.
I must say, I was panicking & my feet trembled. Though I have a qualified license for Class 3, but driving a manual car is too much of a hassle. Fortunately though, the engine & clutch did not die on me. (: I still have what it takes.
They even commented that my driving is actually smooth, when I change gears & all. (: happy happy! I can't wait to drive from 13-16aug!
I have plenty of outings for that weekend, & I'm super excited. I even activated the GPS lor, haha! (;

13 Aug- BBQ with sec sch mates (I'm bringing a date!)
14 Aug- Outing with HUGO colleagues Keefe, Erina, Watson & Joyce
15 Aug- Outing with poly loves: Pooms, lulu & darling has confirmed!
16 Aug- Bring Toonie out & prolly my family.

So as you can see, my August is filled with excitement!
It's great because it takes my mind off things.
I shall deal with the repercussions later. :D

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Cabin crew a robber?

2010-07-31T01:01:00.000+08:00

"PARIS - French police have arrested an Air France stewardess on suspicion of stealing thousands of euros in cash, cards and jewelry as passengers slept on long haul flights, a newspaper reported on Tuesday.

Police investigating thefts over several months on flights between France and the Far East picked up the 47-year old attendant identified as Lucie R. after she landed from Tokyo on Friday, Le Figaro said.

"Her bank accounts showed an absurd gap between her lifestyle and her declared income," the newspaper quoted a police investigator as saying.

Police launched an investigation in January after about 4,000 euros' was stolen from five passengers. The robber took advantage of sleeping passengers, taking euros, yen, and Swiss francs as well as watches, jewels, credit cards and even cheque books.

According to the newspaper, the woman, who worked mainly in business class, began her spree in March 2009 to ease financial problems and has confessed to 26 thefts.

Since January, there have been about 140 thefts, the newspaper said. "The Japanese were ideal prey because they travel with lots of cash -- euros and yen -- instead of paying with credit cards," a police source said.

Police found travelers' cheques, blank cheques and bank card numbers at her home, the newspaper said."

What a total lack of professionalism. WTF.

Bleahx.

2010-07-28T02:24:00.002+08:00

I changed my mind about blogging because I'm too sleepy & tired from becoming a love consultant.

GOODNIGHT!

What'll it turn out?

2010-07-25T01:43:00.003+08:00

I'm now having an Apple Collagen mask sticking on my face at 1.45am.
Painted my toenails green as well. Weird colour, yes I know. But I havent used it for so long, I'm just in the mood for something unexpected & fiesty!

As usual, I've been busy at work in Hugo! & I have some good news!
I'l FINALLY be ending my part-time job end of this month, which is next Saturday! :D

I'm thankful that working at Hugo has let me in on many skills. Whenever there's a button to be sewn, I'm the first they'll ask. I learnt about stock-taking. Packing, customer management, stamina, & of course, communication.
Hopefully these have prepared me enough so that I'll not be too rusty when the day comes.

The colleagues I've met at Hugo are also really nice, but the men are too flirtatious for my liking.
In this place, I really found out what an alcoholic, a gambler and a flirt looks like. But still, I'm thankful.

Okay! & I'l be having a haircut done on Monday (off-day!). I've decided to cut the disasterous head of hair into a chic shoulder-length bob.

What it'll turn out, we shall see on Monday itself. (:
Oh yeah! & I'm having my kidney specialist follow-up on that day too! Once again, I'm going alone to SGH. :( detest that place, but no choice. If life was up to my choosing, a hospital would definitely be the last place I'd walk to.

& 7 August will be SIA's walk-in interview. I must admit, I'm thinking of crashing it & see if my ban is actually reduced to 3-months instead of 6.

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Most Emotional Night yet.

2010-07-18T23:55:00.001+08:00

I've been spending this period of my life, trapped in the HUGO Boss store.

It's not exactly 'trapped'. More like, I have no idea why the hell my life took such a turn that I have to work part-time in the retail line.
My mom isn't happy, as she argues that why does a diploma holder have to resort back to retail, which ANYBODY can do. Though she might sound mean, but after thinking back, I know she means well for me.

Afterall, retail & being a stewardess is a far cry away, isn't it?

One grateful thing (besides the pay) that I've gotten from HUGO is friendship.
We're like comrades, supporting & helping each other, cheering everybody on whenever the day goes bad.

Like last night for example, we incidentally went for another drinking session at Plush Bar @ Raffles Place.
(I had initially intended to go Clarke Quay to find Puma & Tatiana, who's visiting from Finland. However, by some course of misunderstanding, I gave up trying to meet.)

I don't know if it's that my alcohol tolerance is low, but on almost every outing that we drank, I cried.
Most of the reasons was still self-pity about my plight (Plush Bar's location is a constant reminder of my failed JQ medical).

Last night, I really broke down. I remembered what was the topic Nash & I were talking about:
our life's greatest regrets.
& immediately, my mind automatically linked back to plight-SIA-yuanxiang.
& I've never told anyone since her death (except for my clique when we all went for counselling), about the biggest regret I have towards Yx.

I cannot do anything to restore the situation that we were trapped in during year 2. My shoulders felt so deflated each time my mind wanders to my lost friend.
& just when I thought that the least I could do was to complete our promise, my own body just didn't listen.

I've never seen her in my dreams.
Not since the night that she passed on, a moth sat in front of me as I woke up crying. How I wish sometimes that she can appear & tell me 'It's okay, I know you've tried', and then I would just feel a little better & my shoulders can regain its strength.

Gilbert says that crying once I drank alcohol is bad, because it means most of the time I'm acting strong & holding everything in. Under the influence of alcohol, all my real emotions show: sorrow, guilt & emptyness.
I guess my drinking khakis are scared of me now. I promised them that I wouldn't drink.....for at least a week more.

(P.S: I am still keeping that regret as a secret.)

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Too little too late.

2010-07-13T01:31:00.002+08:00

I'm super exhausted recently.

From the most recent World Cup to night outings & drinking, I've been chionging work pretty much since very soon, we'd be quitting as part-timers.
Furthermore, my Taipei trip has been confirmed for departure on 30 Aug & we're taking Jetstar Asia.

Not sure what to think of while I sit in the airplane watching 'possible co-workers', but I'm still glad that I finally have a chance to leave Singapore for a much-needed break.

Confirmation for Taipei!

2010-07-07T14:25:00.002+08:00

Confirming the details for my Taipei trip, & we're going to book the air ticket in a bit! :D Super excited as I haven't been to Taiwan before, plus it's a haven for good food & cheap stuffs (favourable exchange rate)!

I guess only 3 of us will be going, my primary schoolmates Jovina & KL. A lil bit awkward, but what to do? (;

Ben&Jerry mood

2010-07-04T23:39:00.011+08:00

I have such poor discipline when it comes to work. Initially wanting to work on Saturday, I didn't & slept in because Keefe & Pete weren't working. Then this morning I was initially wanting to work, but I forgot that I charged my phone & because the phone was away from me, I didn't wake up in time. -.-"

I seriously hope to change this bad habit of mine.
I can't possibly miss my flight in future just because my alarm is not working, right?!? (;

So anyway, since I had the luxury of sleeping in this morning, I decided to give Cartoon a much-awaited haircut. Timely enough, my maid showered for him in the morning, so that makes my job easier too! :D
My bestest best friend, Toon! (Btw, he is the inspiration behind 'Toonpoppers'!)

Before grooming: shaggy dog.

After grooming: handsome charmer!

Wednesday night: karaoke night near Outram! Prices are relatively cheap, $13 for 3 hours & a fre juice/ beer. My second time there with the colleagues, & they are always a very fun bunch.

The only bane would be that because we only have activities after work (10pm), therefore most activities are in the middle of the night. & that has gotten me in trouble (kinda) with my mom, because she thinks that I shouldnt stay out so late & that its bad for my health.
Yeah, it worries me too, because my mom isn't in good health. So I told myself, reduce & try not to hang out too late! (:

After singing, we took a cab to Geylang for porridge.

Thursday, it was supposed to be my appointment at the gynae, but last minute it was changed to 8 July instead. Since I was already out, Keefe & Pete came out & we went to watch 'Knight & Day' at AMK Hub. The show was rather interesting & funny! Two thumbs up!

After the movie, I had to meet up with primary school friends Jovina & KianLeong as we were planning for our August Taiwan trip. Currently we're still lacking another person (to round up to 4pax), so the trip is still pending.
Nonetheless, I believe chances for this trip is very high. It'll be like a backpacker's dream, & we chose to stay in a hostel! I miss hostels (which I stayed while touring Europe) because though not as luxurious as hotels, we get to mingle with other travellers & it doubles the fun! (:

Played a little Pool as JO & KL were playing. I played against Pete, & I won! (: 4 tyco shots in total! Hahaha! I aim at one hole, aim is off but yet it ends up in the opposite hole! :D
Frankly, I think Pete might be intimidated by me, because I thrashed him in bowling, pool, & singing (he can't sing for nuts. :p)
We then had dinner at SUMO House. Tasty & affordable, yummmms!

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Okay, on a more serious note.
I was screening through photos on facebook, & I chanced upon a shocking photo.
During the SIA Management round, there were 4 girls (incl me). The other 2 girls (S & L) who voted me out during the 'survival' round, citing that I 'was a threat' & that I'm 'very young I can always try again'.
THESE 2 GIRLS ARE NOW TRAINING TOGETHER IN STC, & THEY ARE BATCHMATES. Omg. I was realy very stunned & some bad memories came back.

Bad enough to make me take out the Jetstar Training package I WAS SUPPOSED TO MEMORISE, & also the touching Card given by my poly mates during our graduation chalet.

(Fyi, I almost finished an entire tub of Ben&Jerry's. It's my habit to eat ice cream when I'm....not very happy.)

It feels genuinely good that I have people supporting me, people who have not given up on me. People on facebook who are encouraging me every step since the beginning. People like Keagan, whom I havent even met in person, who has so much confidence in me achieving my dreams in the very near future.
Though I'm withdrawn & don't express myself well at times, but I want to say: THANK YOU.

Sleep tight guys, for its another day at work tomorrow! :D

Time for a new look!

2010-06-30T17:37:00.007+08:00

Okay,so I didnt edit the previous post because I'm too lazy, & not to mention: tired.

I was working the full shift yesterday (which is from 0930 - 2200. That's 12 and a half hours gone!),& furthermore there was a shipment of latest season's apparels. All in all, I only reach home about 2am?! It's amazing that I was even wearing my pair of 3-inch heels!

But of course, I'm only human. My feet was dying & wobbly by the end of the day..:(

AND speaking of dying, I'm blogging from the office at Kwang Sia (owner of brands like Hugo, MaxMara, Max&Co...lalala....) & boredom's killing me. You know, I usually work at HUGO Boss Taka part-time since I'm so free, but yesterday, I was somehow 'promoted' to the main office. Like, literally OFFICE.
So since coming here, I'm just calling up the customers & asking for the update of their addresses, and most definitely, stoning.

I really prefer working at the store. :( Though I have to stand up for long hours, but I have the great company of friends to keep me entertained.
I'm seriously considering to find some dumb excuse & quit this office job.

Anyhoo, I'm heading to the hospital again tomorrow for another checkup. How I wish they can just bomb me some antibiotics & that'll be the end of it.
Then I can recover in time for October where I can try SQ again.

& I might do something about my hair tomorrow. It's super long, but it feels quite dry. I was thinking that perming my hair really destroyed it, especially so that perming requires extra effort to maintain it. So I might do rebonding instead & followed by a nice new haircut. This highly depends on whether Sixth Avenue in Hougang Avenue 8 is still having the GSS promotion! ;)

Au Revoir, mes amies!

Forget the editing! (;

2010-06-28T14:52:00.010+08:00

Family dinner on Saturday at Founder's Bak Kut Teh in Balestier:

The food was not as tasty as in the past, nor spicy for that matter. But still, the dinner tasted great because we ate together for the first time ever since Cynthia came back from the States! (: She must have missed pork dishes alot!

Speaking of the States, here are my loots from US:

(Clockwise from top left: Victoria's Secret straw bag, sneakers from Forever 21, brown maxi dress from a flea market, red beret & beige woven top from F21, two shorts from American Eagle, gray bandage skirt from F21, purple skirt from H&M, pink knit top from F21, body lotion & 2 perfume spray from Victoria's secret, COACH wristlet, Earring set from F21, Water-bottle from Old Navy, Two lanyards: one from Disneyland and the other from Universal Studios, and herb facial scrub.)

& also a pair of Havaianas & limited release Disneyland Mickey watch! (: Super love! My white Adidas one is like passe already! :x

Alright! I'm going to rest as I'm finally starting work again tomorrow!
Being down with food poisoning since Friday night's smelly toufu was not fun at all. :(
&& i think this post needs lots of editing.

I'm a Monkey!

2010-06-27T01:49:00.004+08:00

My 40th post at jetsetterwendy.blogspot.
Currently, I must admit I'm not proud & in fact, I feel rather ashamed of my blog address. It's a far cry from my initial intention of joining the airline industry. Sighs.

Anyway, I want to share a conversation I had with a secondary schoolmate, Juan!

J U A N says:
wah means my timing was close to timely.
i knew u were a busy woman, but wow
haha
W. says:
haha! No, I'm not a busy person...
LOL
J U A N says:
really? i got the vibe off you as someone with really lots of objectives, the kind that is constantly on the go for something.
hahaha
W. says:
haha! That's somehow correct!
I'm a go-getter. (: So i try very hard.
J U A N says:
just so you know, even if SIA doesnt get u as their air-stewardess, i'd totally employ you as one IF I HAD AN AIRLINE.
oh man, i shall.

W. says:
you don't know about the ban?
I made it to the last round of SIA, which is the management round.
But I didnt pass that (prolly because of age = immaturity to them), so there's a ban of 6 months
Meaning, can't try again for interviews for 6 months
My ban is over in Oct
J U A N says:
hahaha, good. so the puzzling questions of how can someone like you not make it through has been answered!
im sure you'll get through.
i can't think of why not!
by then, you would really be a jet setter!
cool!
W. says:
haha! You guys are so confident in me?!
J U A N says:
i know a classy girl when i meet one.
i've met you.

Sure, some parts of the conversation sounds like flattery, but boy! I'm really happy to know that I have friends BELIEVING IN ME. It truly means alot.
Thank you, Juan, if you're reading this.

Another funny part, which we were chatting about my passing the SIA kebaya round:

J U A N says:
so u were complimented by SIA in a non-direct way!
hahaha
W. says:
huh?
J U A N says:
Miss Wendy, you passed the figure test.
W. says:
yeah, I did.
I must have looked decent enough in the kebaya.
Some people failed though
J U A N says:
the only real classy girls..or at least that look classy were u and apple
u 2 were da bomb
DA BOMB LOLLL
funny term
i should use it more.
W. says:
HAHAH! Super funny pls!
'THE BOMB'?!
J U A N says:
u gotta ghetto it up.
so its DAAAA BOMB
W. says:
DAAAA BOMB. Got it!
You mean apple NOW?
or past?
J U A N says:
yeah.
now
OF COURSE NOW LAH HAHA
she was like the typical student last time
but when she came out of that hell hole yyss, she transformed
u know, just like you!
u know how a flower blossomed?
NOTHING LIKE THAT.
hahahah, u thought i would use that as a metaphor didnt u
MEH
W. says:
lol. Transformation eh?
I thought I was quite the same.....
J U A N says:
urs werent as big thought tbh. i alr felt u were alittle...posh
not the bitchy atas posh
but the well trained monkey.

It has been so long since I'm labelled a Monkey! teehee!

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More of a concussion.

2010-06-23T02:02:00.003+08:00

I've been bugging Keefeeee about this eye candy at work.

Perhaps I should stop, because I feel really silly or rather, stupid.
Apparently Keefe thinks so too.

When I sms him that i'm sinking in, he replied me:
"Go face the wall, bang it hard 3 times with your head. After that slap yourself. Goodnight."

IT'S AN AWESOME SUGGESTION FOR A CONCUSSION, BUT NOT KINDA SURE IF IT HELPS FOR THE HEART.

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