October 24, 2010

I might be able to fly afterall.


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October 17, 2010

Demain détermine tout.



My fingers aren't working.



Comment J'espère que Dieu est juste.

October 14, 2010

Give me your blessing.

Today was amazing.

As arranged, I headed to the airport to sign the contract as well as to attend the job briefing. Then we applied for US visa, and had a uniform fitting.

I was super high whilst trying the uniforms cos there are just so many to choose from! In the end, I chose 2 dresses, 1 skirt, 1 short-sleeved top and 1 three-quarter top. The orange jacket, coat, belt and trolley are provided.


Then tomorrow I'll need to head down to Police Cantonment to collect my CNCC, and medical on Sat.

*Fingers crossed*

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October 13, 2010

Awwwww.

Isn't this so cute?!

World's largest Rabbit: 7.7kg




I miss my old rabbit Ayumi Hamarabbit. :(

October 6, 2010

If we could choose a way to leave.

I don't know. I guess I'm just feeling kind of down now.


I feel surrounded by death.

One of my bestie's good friend passed away. Suicide. Jumped down a building.
And I saw Eslin's youtube video about how a dog was knocked down on the highway, but the other was protecting and shielding his loved.

Personally, I myself was on the brink of depression this April. It's no joke.
On that particular day, I would have done something illogical like perhaps pills, slits or 'accidents'. But thank goodness for my family, G, and my close besties who were with me 24/7. Without them, I will definitely not be around now.
I guess sometimes life and fate just had to give you a hard blow just for you to know what you should start treasuring.


From tweeter: "Ability to feel the pain is one good vital sign. In the end, even "pain" has it's own good role. -@EvelineHandojo #ihatequotes "

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October 4, 2010

Stalker

I just had supper with B, and guess what?!

My parents and elder sis decided to drive out for supper too, and they went to Chompchomp, WHERE I'M SUPPOSED TO MEET HIM.

I don't know if its a ruse so they can screen my boyf, but boy, the both of us were stressed out. HAHAHA! & they chose a outdoor seat just behind us!


It's still too early for Meet-the-Parents session, that's why we were all panicking.

Luckily they did not follow us to IceCube. :/


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October 2, 2010

Imissyou.

[WARNING: EMOTIONAL ENTRY AHEAD]

I couldn't sleep as my body clock has gone haywire.
Then by some chance, I decided to view Nurul's photos on her FB, mostly because I want to reminisce our times spent during the exchange.

Then whilst viewing her photo albums, I came across one that was oddly-named, yet familiar: Saint Happy.

Our Yuanxiang. My poly year 1 buddy.






There was a dedication to her, to the angel that has been with us for such a short period of time but yet left such a genuine impression.

"You may not be flying as a Singapore Girl, but baby you are flying higher & way beyond anyone of us can ever fly right now."


After a series of ups and downs within a short period this year, I've contemplated giving up.
BUT NO. I'm gonna pick myself up and do it!




Please give me strength, yx.

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